Degil

It’s OK, I have Allah

It’s OK, aku dah cuba

Cuba untuk membantu

Cuba untuk memberitahu

Kalau dia boleh membuat kau bahagia

Kalau kau tahu apa yang kau buat

Kau dipersilakan

Jangan cakap aku tak suka

Jangan cakap aku tak tahu kau sayang

Jangan cakap aku tak boleh tengok kau senang

Melihat kau bahagia, itu yang aku mahu

Aku tetap ada disini

Engkau yang tak mahu dekati lagi

It’s OK, aku dah cuba

Allah tahu, aku dah cuba

Aku hanya menasihati

Untuk menghindari dari kau berduka nanti

Niat ku satu, aku mahu melihat kau bahagia yang azali

Engkau membenci, cara ku, laku ku, tapi itu aku

Aku mohon maaf diatas kedegilanku untuk membantu

Aku pergi dulu, seperti yang kau mahu

Sabtu, 04 June 2016

Salam Jumaat

Salam Jumaat yg penuh Barakah J

03 June 2016 – Friday

So today is the day I will start writing again.

Busy busy busy..that’s the common excuse.

But NOW…I have been Inspired. Motivated. Terpanggil untuk…untuk write again, Alhamdullilah.

So..this brings me to my next question.

What am I going to write about?

I am going to write about what makes me HAPPY.

These are what makes me happy at this point of my life.

My Children
My Husband
My Father
My Faith
My New Job
My FREE TIME @ my NEW JOB..heh!

Ohh I have missed my blog…I missed writing, I missed me. -.-

WHAT IF IT HAPPEN TO ME?

We go thru life so mundanely and so routinely. We read the papers, hear the gossips, watch the news. But somehow, it just remain as that. News.

Until one day, it hit home, and you finally realised that it could well likely happen to you. What will you do then? Are you strong enough to hold it together? Will I be strong enough? Stable enough? Just coz you've been thru one bad patch, doesn't mean you can't go thru another one. It's Allah way of testing you and me, all the humble servants of planet earth. But Allah shall only gives you what you deserves, what Allah knows we are capable of, even if we ourselves are not even 10% sure. It's Allah way to show us that Allah exist.

Today, I received the sad news that one of my new colleague's eldest son had passed on due to this illness called HFMD. It triggered something inside me. It scares me. It seems that it all went quite fast very unlike the suffering of a cancer patient level 4 would experience. Or their loved ones. I wished with all my might that this will not happen to me. I do not wished for anything remotely close to it, to happen to me. I am a romantic. A dreamer. And I have just been shaken up to reality. Oh gosh. Thinking positively, all I can come up with is that Allah is showing me something...telling me something. Life is short. Death is the only certainty in life.